Losing Sanity

The pain in her body caused the fast-asleep Bai Lin to gradually regain consciousness. She felt her body aching, as if something was biting her, and as if a thousand-pound weight was pressing down on her, making her unable to breathe. Bai Lin wanted to struggle, wanted to tell that thing to stop biting her, but no matter how she tried, she couldn't make a sound.

Having completely lost her sanity, Chi Qing rolled over to pin Bai Lin down, wedging her leg between Bai Lin's legs, rubbing against her private area through the thin fabric of her underwear. Her mouth continued to bite and suck on the hickeys on Bai Lin's neck.

Chi Qing loathed this mark, and she loathed even more that Bai Lin carried someone else's marks on her body. She wanted to erase that hickey, but she knew it couldn't be easily erased. Therefore, Chi Qing could only think of another way.

Her fangs followed her lips, like a demon in the dark searching for food, and Bai Lin's neck was the delicious meal. She opened her mouth and bit down, biting hard and sucking. Chi Qing didn't care if doing so would cause Bai Lin pain and wake her up; she only knew she couldn't let anyone else's marks remain on Bai Lin's body for even a second. To her, that was torture, an insult.

The two bodies seemed to catch fire at this moment. Even while asleep, Bai Lin's body reacted. The pain in her neck caused her to unconsciously whimper, tilting her head to evade. Immediately after, because of her evasion, she was punished.

Hearing Bai Lin's breathing by her ear, seeing her reach out to press against her shoulder to push her away, this resisting reaction made Chi Qing even more displeased. When Xi Qingruo kissed you, you complied, so why do you want to reject me when I kiss you, even while asleep?

All her stubbornness piled up to the extreme. Chi Qing bit Bai Lin's neck hard, her fangs seemingly wanting to tear her flesh. At the same time, she slid her hand under her nightgown, firmly gripping and caressing Bai Lin's full breast. The sudden stimulation caused the bud beneath the nightgown to harden. Bai Lin couldn't help but groan, her mind clearing up significantly, but she still couldn't open her eyes to see what was happening.

Applying force, and then more force, her fangs seemed to wish they could turn into sharp weapons to bite off a piece of flesh from Bai Lin's neck. Her left hand gripping the round shape at this moment felt like an outlet for her frustration. Chi Qing was wild and rough with Bai Lin. At this moment, she only wanted to have Bai Lin, to make her her own. Not a mother-daughter relationship, nor a lover relationship.

She simply wanted her, to bind her to her side, so no one could take her away.

A scientist had once proven that even while asleep, humans can still sense their surroundings. Even a person in a vegetative state can wake up upon hearing their family or lover call, let alone Bai Lin being treated like this by Chi Qing in her sleep. Her pants were pulled down, dragging her underwear down to her knees along with them. Immediately after, her abdomen was caressed by a hot hand, circling around her navel. Bai Lin opened her eyes, only to see Chi Qing lying prone on her body. She was staring intently at the slightly parted, uncovered area between her legs, her gaze carrying an unusual look.

The pain on her neck reminded Bai Lin that this was not a dream, but reality. Feeling the scorching heat of her body, seeing her clothes in disarray, and her pajama pants and underwear pulled down, Bai Lin watched Chi Qing prepare to kiss her abdomen, unable to believe her eyes.

This scene before her eyes was something she had thought of countless times, but she had never allowed herself to hope it would come true. Bai Lin didn't deny she had desires for Chi Qing, even though it sounded absurd and even shameful. But this desire had long formed in Bai Lin's heart, from the moment she began to love Chi Qing, like winter snow growing thicker by the day, to the point of no return.

Bai Lin didn't know what had triggered Chi Qing, or what had happened to make her act like this toward her. Since they met again, there hadn't been many changes—or rather, they had always been strangers who shared a bloodline. Even if their relationship had improved recently, it could only be considered going from ignoring each other to speaking more.

Bai Lin's love was very humble, so humble that she didn't dare to think Chi Qing would reciprocate. Thinking of the torn nightgown and the realistic scene before her, only at this moment did Bai Lin confirm that when she had a fever over a month ago, Chi Qing had indeed come.

Her sacrifices hadn't gone unrewarded. Perhaps Chi Qing also liked her a little. Although Bai Lin didn't know how Chi Qing had developed such feelings for her, she didn't want to think too much right now, nor did she want to worry about so much. At this moment, the woman she had thought of day and night for over a decade was pinning her down, kissing her lips, and caressing her body. Bai Lin couldn't believe all of this was real; she felt her body was so comfortable, so happy. Even if she was forced to die right now, she would be perfectly willing.

Her abdomen trembled slightly as it was licked by the hot tongue. Bai Lin didn't know how to describe this feeling; it was like when you liked someone, you wanted to kiss them, and kissing wasn't enough, you also wanted to bite them. Extremes meet. Anything pushed to the limit would produce the opposite effect. And Bai Lin's feeling right now was just like that.

She loved Chi Qing too much, and she craved her too much. Even just a kiss made Bai Lin lose her sanity, let alone such intimate touching. Her body produced a stream of heat that traveled from her abdomen downward, slowly seeping out from the mysterious land. Feeling the wetness made Bai Lin extremely embarrassed. She secretly gripped the bedsheets tightly with both hands, fearing she would accidentally make a sound and bring all this beautiful reality to an end. Bai Lin waking up was not within Chi Qing's expectations. In fact, Chi Qing hadn't thought about it at all, or rather, she didn't want to think about whether Bai Lin would wake up. She infatuatedly kissed Bai Lin's abdomen, her hands caressing her smooth thighs below. Bai Lin was so thin, so thin that if you took away her chest and her slightly fleshy buttocks, the rest of her body seemed to be nothing but bones.

This slender body was uncomfortable to hold, but when her palm touched her lower body, it produced a wondrous, sublime sensation. Caressing Bai Lin's private area, Chi Qing's fingers lightly stroked the upper part of the region from left to right, then from right to left. Occasionally, Chi Qing would wickedly move to her abdomen, caressing the area around Bai Lin's navel. At other times, she would provocatively stir the vicinity of her pubic bone.

The human body is a miraculous living organism, and Bai Lin's body was viewed by Chi Qing as a work of art with great aesthetic value. She slowly drew along Bai Lin's figure, sometimes drawing a large circle, sometimes a long line, and sometimes short strokes. She was like a child who had acquired a new toy, playing with it endlessly.

After a long moment, Chi Qing found Bai Lin's breathing growing heavier, and her body becoming hot. She looked a bit guiltily at the flushed face of the fast-asleep Bai Lin. Seeing she hadn't woken up, she felt relieved and continued what she was doing.

Thanks to Chi Qing temporarily halting her exploration, Bai Lin had a chance to catch her breath, but before she could rest properly, her neck was bitten once again. Compared to the pain at the beginning, the kiss this time was much gentler. Feeling Chi Qing's hand repeatedly rubbing her collarbone, then slowly sliding down to her breast and abdomen, and finally entering between her legs. Her wet body was filled by her fingers. Bai Lin raised her head, trying to maintain her breathing, pretending to be fast asleep.

Unfortunately, Chi Qing didn't give her this chance. Her fingers pressed against her center. As a twenty-two-year-old girl, having desires wasn't strange. Previously, to confirm her feelings for Chi Qing, Bai Lin had looked up materials about women being with women.

Even though Bai Lin knew what women should do together and had felt desire for Chi Qing, she had never tried touching her own body. Bai Lin felt this was too embarrassing; she didn't dare do it. Most importantly, she felt she belonged solely to Chi Qing, and this body also belonged only to her. Only Chi Qing could do this to her; even she herself couldn't.

Now, the dream instantly became reality. Her sensitive part was touched by Chi Qing, having never experienced this before, leaving Bai Lin completely unable to withstand this teasing. She clenched her teeth, swallowing the sounds back into her throat, not daring to make a noise.

But doing so was truly too exhausting, and too hard to endure.

Gradually, Chi Qing was not satisfied with simple touching. Her fingers began to slide, rubbing the crevice between the two petals. More and more wet fluid seeped out. Chi Qing reached her hand downward to search, entering the passage.